Yes.

 Sometimes I love how much I fear you and sometimes I fear how much I love you.

Sometimes it’s a long conversation till 5 am in the morning and sometimes it’s just a “take care, I love you.” 

Sometimes it’s a candlelight dinner and sometimes it’s just a roadside cutting chai. 

Sometimes it’s a full day spent together and sometimes it’s just a hug.

Sometimes it’s your loud laughter and sometimes it’s just your cute smile. 

Sometimes it’s all of your presence and sometimes it’s just a thought of you.

    It’s poetic because you know all there is to know about me and that’s okay. Some people are just worth melting for. 

If I could see my whole life from start to finish, I’d say what I felt more often. And there are days when I think I can’t say something to anybody but I can say it to you. I feel like I can say anything to you.

    There’s something that feels so good about sharing your life with someone. If soulmates do exist, they’re not found, they’re made. People meet. They get a good feeling. And then they get to work towards building a relationship. They know they share the same feelings and these feelings need time to grow. We as humans deserve to be filled the same way we pour. I still remember the way I felt when I first started talking to you. I was in love with your soul before I touched your skin. I love you wildly, insanely and infinitely. I’m sorry if that’s weird for you to hear, but I need you to hear it. Probably not good timing, it never is. I know that but I just needed you to know, this one time because no one else can have the part of me that I gave to you. And there will be a piece of you in me, always and I’m grateful for that.

    I know these will all be stories someday. And our pictures will become old photographs and we’ll all become somebody’s mom or dad. But right now these moments are not stories. This is happening, I am here, I’m looking at you and you’re so beautiful. Trusting you is my decision, proving me wrong is your choice. I would make an absolute fool out of myself, every single time just to spend one minute with you. I want to learn to love you in new ways with new days. We were never made to be perfect. We were made to be together. Very few worthwhile things in life come without a cost. There is no perfect. There will always be struggle. You just have to pick who you want to struggle with. I am in love with you not just cause of your looks. I love you because we’re best friends and I can never stop looking at you or thinking about you. I love you because of the way you smile, the way your lips move when you talk, the way your eyes express more than what the world can show. I am in love with all of you, not just one thing. I am only myself when I’m with you. They say the pleasure of love only lasts a moment, and the pain, an eternity. I beg to differ. Every moment I spend with you is a pleasure to experience. Pain becomes an unknown, and for each moment in time, I live. I’d rather be nowhere with you than somewhere without you.

    I know I’ve lost you before, but that’s the thing with us. We will find each other again. We always will. We could be in a room full of people and my eyes will always meet yours. Each day I dream of the moment when I will be able to hold you in my arms again. We get to choose who we let into our weird little worlds. You are my happy place and there’s nowhere else I’d rather be. I want to spend the rest of my days counting stars under a moonlit sky with you. I can’t lose you because if I ever did, I’d have lost my best friend, my soul mate, my smile, my laugh, my everything. Sometimes, home is a person. You are my home. When we’re together, everything else is background noise. You are pretty much the only thing that makes me wanna get up in the morning. They say long hugs save souls and your hug is worth waiting for. It’s the one place I’ll truly ever know comfort. I was born when you kissed me, I lived when you were with me and I shall die when you leave me. You are my hope. You are my love. You are the one. I was a little late to be your first love, but I’m definitely prepared to be your last. I’m just a boy, standing in front of a girl, asking her to love him. 

    Wir passen perfekt zusammen. Glaub nie etwas anderes.