I met you, unexpected,
We talk and I texted
To the voice in my head
‘Is this alright? For me to let
Go of my past and be with you
In that moment.
We vibed over that same past
That made days and broke hearts
It couldn’t be better I said
Maybe happiness does come soon
Don’t get me wrong,
I felt that too.
Days passed, stories were told
You made your move, very bold,
The voice within was scared a bit
Scars forgotten came back and bit
Me. For the once you braved,
I’m sorry.
A fondness that grew, within you switched
A mix of hatred and regret split.
A silence anew but I chose to fight
Don’t get me wrong,
I felt that too.
Christmas come merry, I thought
We spoke our hearts, so why not?
and there I was, came unannounced
A racing heart, outside your house.
Carefree and crushing a lot we spoke,
Childhood friends and the staircase smoke.
I left with you, but no I didn’t
A memory of the day sealed in.
The space between was back indeed.
Don’t get me wrong,
I felt that too.
That space between us vanished soon,
The night I read my life to you
The night that when the morning came
Our lips were locked, I fell again
No, not for you, I said I wouldn’t
I fell for that feeling I thought I couldn’t.
Ecstatic, overjoyed, rejoice I did
Not knowing what I was stepping in
All I knew that there was a me and a you
Don’t get me wrong,
I felt that too.
With not the slightest clue
And everything left to figure
We set off on a path new
A path that was soon to wither.
I was happy, that’s all I cared
This to me, was all that meant.
Until it hit you, the bitter truth
The wishful reality you had set afoot.
You pushed me away, said you had to.
Don’t get me wrong,
I felt that too.
Broken, not dead I lived through those days,
Undying hope of whence you would say
‘Come, let us talk this through’
‘Maybe I kind of rushed it too?’
We fought, I didn’t, you thought
I wasn’t tearing your friends apart.
With a heavy heart I let this go,
No more smiles and no hellos.
Yet something snapped and I was punished
Don’t get me wrong,
I felt that too.
Apology accepted, the hardest part,
I had let go, but I still could not.
A part of me still cared for you
The part that chose to write this part.
This one was tricky, maybe I should not.
For the twice you braved, I just cannot.
A journey it was, both bad and good.
End it must, as all things would.
Won’t mince my words, won’t keep the truth.
Just get me wrong.
I felt that too.
We talk and I texted
To the voice in my head
‘Is this alright? For me to let
Go of my past and be with you
In that moment.
We vibed over that same past
That made days and broke hearts
It couldn’t be better I said
Maybe happiness does come soon
Don’t get me wrong,
I felt that too.
Days passed, stories were told
You made your move, very bold,
The voice within was scared a bit
Scars forgotten came back and bit
Me. For the once you braved,
I’m sorry.
A fondness that grew, within you switched
A mix of hatred and regret split.
A silence anew but I chose to fight
Don’t get me wrong,
I felt that too.
Christmas come merry, I thought
We spoke our hearts, so why not?
and there I was, came unannounced
A racing heart, outside your house.
Carefree and crushing a lot we spoke,
Childhood friends and the staircase smoke.
I left with you, but no I didn’t
A memory of the day sealed in.
The space between was back indeed.
Don’t get me wrong,
I felt that too.
That space between us vanished soon,
The night I read my life to you
The night that when the morning came
Our lips were locked, I fell again
No, not for you, I said I wouldn’t
I fell for that feeling I thought I couldn’t.
Ecstatic, overjoyed, rejoice I did
Not knowing what I was stepping in
All I knew that there was a me and a you
Don’t get me wrong,
I felt that too.
With not the slightest clue
And everything left to figure
We set off on a path new
A path that was soon to wither.
I was happy, that’s all I cared
This to me, was all that meant.
Until it hit you, the bitter truth
The wishful reality you had set afoot.
You pushed me away, said you had to.
Don’t get me wrong,
I felt that too.
Broken, not dead I lived through those days,
Undying hope of whence you would say
‘Come, let us talk this through’
‘Maybe I kind of rushed it too?’
We fought, I didn’t, you thought
I wasn’t tearing your friends apart.
With a heavy heart I let this go,
No more smiles and no hellos.
Yet something snapped and I was punished
Don’t get me wrong,
I felt that too.
Apology accepted, the hardest part,
I had let go, but I still could not.
A part of me still cared for you
The part that chose to write this part.
This one was tricky, maybe I should not.
For the twice you braved, I just cannot.
A journey it was, both bad and good.
End it must, as all things would.
Won’t mince my words, won’t keep the truth.
Just get me wrong.
I felt that too.
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