Paranoia

There is pain in the words I write
I don't want people to see it,
They may not find it appealing to their nature,
Although some may see it fit.
Nobody wants sadness,
Nobody wants the negative vibes,
I try my best to fit in; Trust me,
It's hard choosing sides.
Thoughts cross my mind,
Chaos infused, unclear signs,
Am I needed or am I not?
Rather not, maybe sometimes.
That metaphorical edge
Slips from under my feet,
I'm falling into the abyss,
Host be the demons beneath.
I think I'm losing it,
Or is too late?
Is this me talking,
Or the devil incarnate?

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