Okay so the last few days have been really freaky. I've been meeting people, talking to people and so much more than just the usual stuff. Oh and did I mention that my exams are going on? Yeah that too.
Anyway, life is full of ups and downs. Mine is mainly the downs with a few ups for consolation. These ups are like the useless pats on your back when you're crying your heart out. You can't even feel them. I try to enjoy those ups but the downs that follow don't even want me to try.
I'll just address the issues straight up and how I managed to work around them. While I did mention the fact that I was regretting a lot of my actions, I did correct most of them. Somehow a few remained but my luck solved most of my problems. I miraculously got a message from this really old friend of mine and I guess we're friends now. I am back with my group too. I talked it out with all of them and things are pretty cool now. I met some of my friends from junior college; they're my best buddies. We had a pretty cool gaming and baking session and we sure as hell are looking forward to more. ;)
My relationship with my girlfriend is at its all-time best and this blog hit 2k pageviews.
These were the ups.
Downs can go on and on but here I'd rather mention the select few of them. My life is a mess. It's like a shipwreck that's so f*cked up that all my attempts to cleanup are only causing me throw more things around in frustration creating more mess than there already is. I am torn between a few key choices of life which could make it or break it. While I do earn a decent amount of money and my savings are pretty decent, I just can't do this. For some reason, I have developed this weird paranoia that isn't allowing me to focus on anything. Everything seems like a risk to me. I just want to end this blog post because I can go on and on but it won't change anything. It'll make me feel better that's all.
Thank you for reading!
Stay tuned.
Toodles :)
Anyway, life is full of ups and downs. Mine is mainly the downs with a few ups for consolation. These ups are like the useless pats on your back when you're crying your heart out. You can't even feel them. I try to enjoy those ups but the downs that follow don't even want me to try.
I'll just address the issues straight up and how I managed to work around them. While I did mention the fact that I was regretting a lot of my actions, I did correct most of them. Somehow a few remained but my luck solved most of my problems. I miraculously got a message from this really old friend of mine and I guess we're friends now. I am back with my group too. I talked it out with all of them and things are pretty cool now. I met some of my friends from junior college; they're my best buddies. We had a pretty cool gaming and baking session and we sure as hell are looking forward to more. ;)
My relationship with my girlfriend is at its all-time best and this blog hit 2k pageviews.
These were the ups.
Downs can go on and on but here I'd rather mention the select few of them. My life is a mess. It's like a shipwreck that's so f*cked up that all my attempts to cleanup are only causing me throw more things around in frustration creating more mess than there already is. I am torn between a few key choices of life which could make it or break it. While I do earn a decent amount of money and my savings are pretty decent, I just can't do this. For some reason, I have developed this weird paranoia that isn't allowing me to focus on anything. Everything seems like a risk to me. I just want to end this blog post because I can go on and on but it won't change anything. It'll make me feel better that's all.
Thank you for reading!
Stay tuned.
Toodles :)
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